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A Prayer for the Mom Going Back to Work After Maternity Leave

Tonight you will lay out clothes you have not worn in months, check the daycare bag three times, and stand over a crib telling yourself it will be fine. Somebody should hand you a prayer for this. Here it is.

A short prayer for the first morning back

If all you have is the ten seconds before you open the car door, pray this one.

God, I am going back to work today and my heart is still at home. Go with me, and stay with her. Hold us both until I can hold her again. In Jesus' name, Amen.

The longer prayers below are for the rest of it: tonight, the drop-off, the pumping room, and the first Friday, when the week finally lets go of you.

The night before

Father, tomorrow I hand my baby to someone else and walk away, and my heart does not know how to do that yet. Be in the space between us all day. Help me trust that Your eyes stay on her when mine cannot. Give me sleep tonight instead of rehearsing tomorrow. In Jesus' name, Amen.

“He tends His flock like a shepherd; He gathers the lambs in His arms and carries them close to His heart. He gently leads the nursing ewes.”

Isaiah 40:11 (BSB)

He gently leads those that are with young. That includes the mother in a blazer crying in a parking lot. There is no version of tomorrow where you walk in alone.

At drop-off

God, my arms are empty and my chest hurts. Watch over my baby today. Bless the hands that hold her. Turn my worry into prayer every time it rises, and bring three o'clock quickly. In Jesus' name, Amen.

For the guilt (read this one twice)

Working is not a failure of motherhood. Providing is mothering. Scripture honors a working woman without a flicker of shame:

“Strength and honor are her clothing, and she can laugh at the days to come.”

Proverbs 31:25 (BSB)
Lord, when the guilt comes, and it will come, remind me that my baby is not losing a mother today. She is watching one provide, persevere, and pray. Let my work be done with love, and let my love be bigger than my hours. In Jesus' name, Amen.

“Whatever you do, work at it with your whole being, for the Lord and not for men,”

Colossians 3:23 (BSB)

Your work, the spreadsheets and shifts and meetings, can itself be done "as unto the Lord." The same hands that rock the baby serve God at the desk. It is all one life, and He is in all of it.

Prayers for the first week back

The first week is its own gauntlet, one hard moment at a time. Here is a short prayer for each.

In the pumping room

God, this closet and this schedule are not how I pictured feeding my baby. Thank You that You are here too, in the least holy-looking ten minutes of my day. Provide what she needs through me, and steady my heart while I sit here missing her. In Jesus' name, Amen.

The fortieth time I check the daycare app

Father, I have refreshed this screen more times than I can count. Take the fear I keep trying to manage with my phone and carry it for me. She is in Your sight even when she is not in mine. In Jesus' name, Amen.

The guilt in the middle of a meeting

Lord, the guilt came out of nowhere and my eyes are stinging in a room full of people. Remind me that providing is mothering too, and that You are not keeping score against me. Let me do this next hour with love, and bring three o'clock soon. In Jesus' name, Amen.

When someone else saw her do it first

God, they told me she rolled over today and I was not there, and it broke something in me. Thank You that You saw it, and that You see me. Nothing about my child is hidden from the One who loves her most. Hold the moments I miss. In Jesus' name, Amen.

A devotional for the mother whose heart now walks around outside her body

From Lily's motherhood season

Your Heart Walks Around

My heart is with my kids. If you have ever said something like that, you know it is not just a saying. It is the truth of how a mother lives. Part of you is always somewhere else, with a toddler at daycare, a teenager behind a closed door, or a grown child three states away. Loving them this much is beautiful, and some days it is heavy.

Here is where we are going to start this month: you are not the only one whose heart is with your kids. God speaks about his people with the most tender picture he could choose, the picture of a nursing mother.

“Can a woman forget her nursing child, or lack compassion for the son of her womb? Even if she could forget, I will not forget you! Behold, I have inscribed you on the palms of My hands; your walls are ever before Me.”

Isaiah 49:15-16 (BSB)

Engraved on his palms. Not written in pencil, not taped up where it might fall. Carved in, permanent, always in view. That is how God holds the people he loves. And the God who describes his own love in mother language sees everything your mother heart carries.

This season is about praying for your children, but it does not begin with a to-do list. It begins with a simple, steadying truth: you love your kids fiercely, and God's love is even steadier than yours. Yours gets tired. His does not. Yours cannot be everywhere. His can.

So today, friend, we are not fixing anything or vowing anything. We are just standing on the starting line together and telling the truth: our hearts are with our kids, and we want to learn what to do with all that love, worry, and hope. The answer, over these thirty days, will keep coming back to one small word: pray. Not as a last resort, but as the first place a mother's heart can safely go, friend.

Pray: Father, you know exactly where my heart is right now. You know each of my children by name, better than I know them myself. Thank you for loving them with a love that never gets tired. Teach me this month what it means to bring them to you in prayer. In Jesus' name, Amen.

Reflect: When you picture each of your children right now, what is the first thing your heart wants to tell God about them?

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